he is stubborn.
always has to be right. defensive. cannot take criticism.
he is sinful like everyone else.
always tries to fix everything himself.
he’s completely opposite of what I look for.

yet, I still feel like I’m falling for him over and over again. 

heart clenches
knees shake
throat constricts
the desire to fade away starts to overwhelm me
as I hear your laugh
see you smile
listen to your prayers
these feelings continue to plague me
even though I know they will bring me nowhere
I ask why.

He does not respond.

hellanne:

(by ains Lou)

I’m spinning in slow motion.

oh how I desire to just lay in the sun.

oh how I desire to just lay in the sun.

(Source: yanilavigne)

my heart thunderseverytime I hear your laughor when I see your faith manifesting itselfthrough your worship of Himlike waves rolling onto soft sandmy heart tosses and turns gentlyto surrender these feelings to Godwhy is it such an arduous task? 

my heart thunders
everytime I hear your laugh
or when I see your faith manifesting itself
through your worship of Him

like waves rolling onto soft sand
my heart tosses and turns gently
to surrender these feelings to God
why is it such an arduous task? 

jamsye:

”I come to save you.”

jamsye:

”I come to save you.”

(Source: enkindler)